Today is my 18th birthday......................I really had a lot to say...................

From 24:00 till now I keep being excited,although I slept for only maybe 2 or 3 hours,I didn't feel sleepy at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First I wanna say something about my party today

 

        at 7:00 elodie , rainbow and me went riding bike near Westlake,we rode for nearly 3 hours!!!ah and all of us were deeply impressed by the beautiful scene of westlake!!!!!!!And we walked through a very ancient bridge,although I forgot its name but I'm sure this bridge will give us good luck!!!

         at  10:30 another two friends joined us Dadai and xiaodong(I hadn't invited more people ,that was because many of my friends had already been in school,,,poor guys,,,,,,,)and we had a big party in KTV,,,,,,,we were all nearly crazy dancing and laughing and singing as loudly as we could!!!!We even fought each other by the cream of my birthday cake!!!haha and a moment later,a waiter came to our room,,,,,he couldn't believe his eyes!!!How could only five people did that kind of mess!!!!OMG!!!

 

and then talk about .....at 24:00 I received a lot of great wishes!!!!!I will thank everyone who remembered my birthday and gave me good wishes.................

 

Linda,at exactly 24:00,you sent me a message,it was the first time we hadn't spent birthday together,,,,,,,,,Thank you!!!

Cassie,My dear sister,at 24:00 you sent me a mesage to give me great wishes!! THank you!!!

Pinyuan ,we haven't known each other for a long time,but it was so lucky to have met you in the french class!and       you remembered my birthday day!and sent me a cake,thank you!!!

Antony,ah it's really happy to meet you and be good friends with you!!(you really like one of my old friends!!)you give me good wishes............THank you!!!!!

Paul,ah,,,,,,we really have known each other for a long time ,maybe more than 10 years!!!haha although you are only 3 years older than me but,,,,you always regarded me as a little little child,haha now I'm 18,an adult now!!Thank you for your wishes and I'm waiting for you to give me a surprise!!

Susan,don't be sad that you were not with me!!I received your great wishes dear!!and come back quickly from singapore!!I miss you,,,,,you always regard me as your best friend THank you!!

Pilar,haha because of you I now a little believe in fortune tellers.....thank you for your great wishes to me!!!!!!(I hope you are with me@!!!!!)

Ana: I miss you very much!!!THank you for saying happy birthday to me!!

Yoli:I love mulan too:) i will always remember you!!thank you for your greeting!

JIajia: you are maybe the best aunt in the world,whom I could share my emotions with and talk with!!!I love you!!!really really!!!!and thank you for every year remembering my birthday!!

Fanfan: you are the most beautiful in Entel language school!!thank you for remembering my birth:)

Wangkai: we have met for a long time!!And we are really really close friends !!if I said thank you to you maybe you would be angry huh?

 

And now I have to be very very thankful to the people  who celebrated my birthday with me

My dear brother:I have to be thankful to you!!I will keep your present forever if I could........you played  piano<sailor moon>to me,I have always dreamed that one day someone would play it for me!!!you played well!!! and  the flash with the photos of sailor moon,with the photos of me and of our best memories in bedford!it is fantastic!!!!!!THank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!!!

Rainbow:ah!!!!!I wanna say nothing to you because I know you know what I wanna say huh? only thank you

Elodie:hahahaha thank you for singing for me and spent so many wonderful time with me!!!and thank you for your perfume bought in Hongkong!

Dadai:you gave me a lot of fun:)I don't wanna laugh at you,but actually you are soso funny!!!I love you!!thank you for your japanese present and your VCD!!

xiao Dong: try to be more outgoing!!!thank you for your cat(which looks like me)

Yefei:28 let's go,.......thank you for your song and your wishes!!

 

 

at last

my dearest papa and mama!!!!it were you that gave me my life and brought me to a new lovely world!!I love you deeply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THank you a lots of times

 

(ps:my cat I know you wanna give me wishes too I will not forget you:))

 

 

ah I have wrote too long and it looks like a Thanksgiving day's article........but if I wanna say these ,why not!!!!!!!!!

 

happy birthday   Reba

 

 

I will never forget today!!!!!!!!!!My 18th most unforgettable birthday,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

 

 

 

 

 

 

七夕  是牛郎和织女相会的日子， 是美好的日子，呵呵  比起2.14情人节 我更加喜欢七夕（因为七夕的故事更加感人）

        有时候感觉自己是个中国人很幸福，从小就被这么多美好的故事熏陶，仙女 蛇精等等 ，充满幻想，又被这么象形的文字感染，充满创意

        呵呵 不多感叹了，干练最重要！！

       最后     祝所有Lovers幸福    祝没有lover的人能找到自己美好的爱情！

 

   today,I didn't know the reason why I wanted  to go to the west lake very very much..........So after eating pizza with my mum and grandparents we roared to the west lake,although it was over 17:00 o'clock ,it was sunny!!~~~~

I took a lot of pictures there,I love west lake,and today I also went to the park where I always played whenI was young.....and as the moment I saw that stone lion which I always touched had been so old after 10 years I nearrly cried!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     well speaking of the west lake pictures are always more beautiful than words!!!!see them!!!

   虽然自己 回来也已经 接近两个星期了，上上法语课，学学伦巴，唱唱歌，吃吃东西，每天似乎都有事可做，但是我实在找不到生活的主轴了，感觉自己就在各个空洞里徘徊，也许我还在神游英国吧，每天和西班牙朋友聊天已经成为我生活的一部分。。。。。。。。

    今天和小蔚去吃pizza，又重新找回和她在英国时那种悠然的生活状态，但那只持续了1个小时，我们又重新投入了现实。。。。。

 

     有的时候真的很难转换自己的生活方式，但是有时候必须转换，这就成为了某种意义上的矛盾，well,有个人曾经和我说过：

   过每一天都像过你人生最后一天一样。I will try...................

1.

it is said that Englishmen are not very easy to  communicate,but I don't think so!!!I met a cat outside a beautiful house in  bedford,I couldn't stop myself from kissing that lovely cat!!suddenly a lady appeared I was a little scared because I thought she would be angry about me that I kissed her cat without permission........however she didn't  angry at all and what's more,she smiled and shown me the parents of that cat,and I shown her the pics of my cats too!!!!!!haha See Englishmen are not that difficult to communicate,especially the people who love cats!!!!!!!!!!!!

2.

Salma's eyes are very deep and mysterious,when I saw her at first sight I just thought that her eyes are so similar with cat's eye!!!!!so I call her flower cat

3.In England ,I think,people love cats,because everywhere I go I could see something about cats(cards with a cat on it,some toys.....)and in the british museum,I saw a great deal of things about cats(maybe because in ancient Egypt,cats are holy animals).I bought a cat king ring,a CD of classic music about cats and so on........

and when I was in york,I saw a shop called Cats Gallery,I was so so so so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!in that shop everything is about cats!!!!!!!!!I bought a cat scarf,Rainbow bought a scarf too!!!

4.superman told me that he had a cat before too!!that's great!

5.When rainbow and I were in LOndon we roamed outside and we saw a beautiful cat with green eyes:)he is really charming!!!

6.....................................................

to be continued

I went to England and I will never forget that great country and beautiful bedford because it was full of my sweetest memories:)

I have a lot to say about the country and about the spanish people!but so many things to say...........I don't know how to say..................................

I love spanish people very very much and I have some good spanish friends:) 

 

I will never forget Pilar (you are so lovely!!!!!!!!you love Japan and CHina) Salma(my beautiful flower cat!)

JUanma( my superman,I will always remember  you...) mushroom(you always smile) Marta(basketball superwoman)

simon2(my dear brother)  blanca(shining girl) ana( dancing so well) ............................I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I will write more things when I could think more:)

今天去看了两个展览

湖滨路的欧洲经典名画原作展。。。。。。。。。。。。感叹有两个：

1。人怎么会这么多

2。克劳德·阿费努的让—巴底斯特·德·芬斯哥伦布，法兰德斯兵团上尉那幅画，我第一眼看到就觉得有很熟悉的感觉，我觉得我似乎见过他，叶飞说也许是前世今生的缘分

 

后来去了庞贝艺术馆：叹：一个文明竟然可以这样毁于一旦，真的很可惜。我相信N世纪以前地球上早已有一个文明存在（也许超过了现在） 只是全被毁了，，，，庞贝的首饰以蛇型为主，呵呵 看来蛇真的是最神秘的动物。。。。。。

 

ps 庞贝展馆门口的楼梯很美！！也是艺术啊

Today I went shopping with my mama :)

I'm really lucky to have such a great mama,who gets nearly every good quality a good woman has to get!~

I really changed  a lot!!!!!!!today I finally realized that I have grown up,the clothes I used to wear don't suit me any more.....I was too confused to discover the reason why.............

 

Well maybe the world is made up from diversities,nothing will stay the same in terms of time or space.............

 

so many things I wanna say,maybe silence only tells..........

I finally passed this week!!!!!!THis week I was really really tired,but finally holiday is coming:)

 

I will go to England in a week so these days I will be busying prepare for it:)

 

I've decided many things to do this summer holiday,hope I could do them all:)

醒来猛然发现周围一切和从前不同了

需要重新思考和审视新的生活

过去也许在惨淡中迷惘也许在飘渺中欢畅

现实总以最现实的速度逼近

总童真地以为天空上还有天空

河底还有世界。。。。

永远最爱那个我似乎永远得不到的八音盒

因为它深藏一个玫瑰色的梦——即使现实多么残酷

他都永远不会消失

在玫瑰园的某个角落 我会听见马蹄

看见黑色的披风

 

我会飞上天空享受玫瑰色的梦

 

这星期五，表演终于结束了。。。。。。。。。非常非常成功！！！！我总算在表演的时候把转圈的动作做得美丽了！！！

我太喜欢这个演出了，所有人都这么卖力这么可爱！！！老大和回回都很认真，呵呵总导演嘛！！还有小胡一和christine 都极其美丽！（拜托太美丽了都是拿破轮的情人，我有危机感了！！！）

 

一下台，linda 就把录像给我看，拍的太好了，超级唯美，拿破仑陆XX和将军陶XX镇的级帅无比！！陆XX声音简直太动听了！！！！和他们合作真是愉快！！

 

后来多多开始赞扬我在台上的美貌，我实在是太开心了，ps : 后来重录歌，录得太好了导致一个严重问题：别人以为是原版歌。不过还是开心

总之这星期就是开心真开心！！！！！！！！

 

还有阿　大呆　我抛弃你了几天　深感抱歉，不要怪我：）乖

  It has been so long that I haven't been here to write sth.

  Well everything is just fine,and I'm to lazy to write....well,these days I'm busy preparing an opera,I will be the main actress!this is a story about Napoleon,I will act as Napoleon's wife——joshpine.I'm going to sing a very beautiful duet <aimer>.I love that song very very much,coz it's a song in another opera<Romeo et Julliet>

 

   Dear Reba,cheer up and do your best to performance:)

     玫瑰园只有在梦里

    醒来却发现一切都只是冥想

     美总是以最完美的速度消失

    在月光中沉没

    不知道是这个瞬间成就了永远

     还是永远造就了这个瞬间

 

  有时候像祖母绿一般  有时候却只是落下山崖的碎片

 

  生命如果像水杉一样会如何

 

  有太多问题没有答案

 有太多时间不得不相信宿命的力量

 

   不知道下一秒的我在哭还是在笑 或只是面无表情。，。。。。。

 

  

     

这星期发生了很多很多事情 。。。。。。！！！

   在星期三 语文课  小郭为了让我们对比莫泊桑的反灰姑娘小说《项链》，给我们看了一本希拉里达夫的《灰姑娘的故事》，虽然这已经是让人非常熟悉的平凡女孩遇上优秀王子的故事，但是我仍然觉得浪漫！尤其在他们的舞会上，我小时候就常常幻想和戴着假面的王子在月光下，在花园的喷泉旁跳舞。。。。后来小郭提到乌托邦小说出世后 ，马上1984等等反乌托邦小说就出版了，其实，任何东西都有两面，同样的故事可能会有两种截然不同的结果，但是我宁可相信灰姑娘和乌托邦才是社会的现实。。。。。也许我太不成熟了

      礼拜四，法语社放了电影 《两小无猜》，我不禁感叹只有法国才可以制造出如此有创意，如此烂漫的电影，虽然最后有点费解，但是里面的那个充满幻想的盒子和那句台词：敢不敢。。。一直回荡在我脑海里。。。。还有这本电影给chanson<la vie en rose>增添了更多神秘和浪漫的色彩！

        礼拜五 终于把Paris Je t'aime 看完了，根据法国不同的l'arrondisments拍了不同的短小的电影，有点像十分钟年华老去，但是这本专属于法国。我记忆比较深刻的就是那个穆斯林女子的故事，她道出了女人真正的美，让人深省。还有就是里面最特别的那个故事有关于吸血鬼，我一直觉得吸血鬼很有神秘感，我看过德库拉这本书，非常震惊，然后就是brad pitt的吸血迷情，也很特别唯美，这本里吸血鬼和人相恋，在互相吸血的过程中体会真正的爱情，其实血液真实的最有趣的东西。。。。。

        还有 收到了家家的礼物，超级开心，一个很酷的swatch最新款手表！！！谢谢家家

        最后就是妈妈的生日，谷雨就是妈妈的生日，所有节气日期都会变，只有谷雨不会，我送妈妈了自己做的礼物，妈妈很开心，晚上去吃自助餐帮妈妈庆祝，妈妈说我是个很浪漫的女儿，因为一整天我给了她三个surprises......有我这样的女儿真好啊（自负一下）

 

 

 

     一口气写了好多，最后在blog 里加一句：Happy Birthday My dearest mama!!!!!!!!!!!

今天是黑色星期五。。。。。我们带着美丽的心情和微漠的遗憾进行了在HFLS最后的一次春游。。。。

不可否认，绕西湖一周，走将近三个小时，是非常非常非常累人的！exhausted…但是我看到每一棵树每一朵花都在尽力生长，我很感动，我爱所有的绿色和有生命的颜色。我看到花就会想起刘亮程在《一个人的村庄》里说的：对一朵花微笑。这很浪漫也很温馨。

一路上和呆猪走着，也许呆会传染的，我也变得很呆，木木地看着周围的一切，木木地跟着，直到后来蔡XX开始将他去西藏的经历时我才从自己的神游中回过神来，他似乎真的很有讲故事的天赋，西藏被他描绘的多姿多彩，令我们神往！以至我们可爱的呆猪开始悲叹自己缺少经历。。。。。其实我相信我们一定有机会实现自己的理想的！

总算走完一圈，我们进了曲院风荷，我们竟然‘抢’到了一个非常幽静，被水包围的亭子，不知道为什么我深深被一根柱子吸引，我一直倚着柱子站着，不愿离开它，我从来没有这么爱过一根柱子，加君说这是因为这根柱子被我爱的人拥抱过，所以我很爱这根柱子，但是这太不现实了，但是在没有答案的情况下，暂且这么理解吧。。。。。。

后来 ，我，加君，大呆，吴俣在曲院风荷闲逛，我最喜欢拍照片，终于带的他们都喜欢拍照片了，西湖还是非常美好的，我喜欢湖风吹着头发的感觉，很舒服很惬意。

 

 

美好的时间总是快速的，我们在KFC吃完东西就冲回大本营集合。。。。然后坐上回校的车。。。。。

 

Ｙｅａｈ在HFLS最后的一次春游终于结束。。。。。

   这个星期 看完了《七姐妹》，这算是TVB拍得老片子，我非常欣赏它的叙述风格，写信 人鬼 投胎。。。。。。

总之只有看过才会有感受。。。。。

  最后那段洒脱的分离，，，，，在焰火的伴随下，想着死前的话，，，，，，真的说不清楚，，，就是觉得淡淡的忧伤后面藏着深刻的悲哀。如果爱情的最后是坟墓，那该不该再要爱情？

   记得 女主角最后说 ： 天上会下彩色的雪，是因为上天不想让你哭泣。。。。。。。可是听到这句话 我哭了。。。。。还有 因为这本电视剧，我爱上了粤剧，呵呵就像这里面的 《客途秋恨》。。。。

 

     人真的应该天天活得快乐去实现生命的价值，即使只有86400秒的时间也可以等于一生一世

 

 

    又该总结下这星期了，呵呵，这星期比较exciting因为我竟然抽中可以去英国夏令营，但是似乎好像不是很好玩的，因为今年不可以住在别人家里而是和各国学生一起住在学校里，但是行程里可以有舞会拉pub拉，还是很欧式也很吸引人的，这次可以和小为一起去，真的超级超级开心的！！！我们每天都会dream一下，，，，，，，，

       最近没什么心情整顿法国社，但是那天在食堂里吃饭的时候，竟然Talon来找我，他问我：你还能不能教我们法语？”我当时觉得超级超级愧疚，唉是时候开始重整法国社了！！！！！！！！！！！

   

      杭州近期天气变化很大，但是花都开了，很美，妈妈一个人去西湖边踏春，我一到家妈妈就开始show 她的成果——很多美丽的照片，我总是很欣赏妈妈的闲散自由和随兴，她每次都希望可以背着吉他到西湖边边弹边唱，只是至今她还没有实行过！哈哈，把照片传上了，大家可以一起欣赏！：）

 

        Smile every day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~0~

      

  

  I always can't forget something........Yes actually such is human nature,we always can't forget unforgettable things.....

 

 

while I'm growing,many things just come towards me at a fantastic speed,in fact I still can't get used to this kind of changing life although I know there must be a day I will accept them...

 

 

Well maybe this blog is not a ideal place to let me write everything,coz somethings are so private,but I love the feeling of writing sth. here:)

 

 

Dear Reba      just cheer up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bon courage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我竟然被迫去演戏！！！演《雷雨》，而且演最难演得角色 蘩漪。。。。。。。

 

 

雷雨剧情简介

大少爷周朴园诱骗了女仆侍萍，生下两子，后因娶“有钱门
第的小姐”，把产后三天的侍萍撵出门，逼得她抱着小儿子投了河，他则娶年仅十七的蘩漪为妻。蘩漪不满他的冷酷和专横，三年前和小她七岁的周萍发生暧昧关系。周萍虚伪如父，厌倦了这种关系后便转而追求侍女四凤，殊不知四凤是他的同母异父之妹。原来侍萍投河遇救，嫁鲁贵，生子鲁大海和女是他的同母异父之妹。原来侍萍投河遇救，嫁鲁贵，生子鲁大海和女四凤。鲁大海在周朴园矿上做工，还做罢工工人代表。势利贪心的鲁贵把四凤带去周家，侍萍所担心的事不幸发生。蘩漪闻知鲁妈（侍萍）从外地回来，如其带走四凤。侍萍和周朴园再度相遇……雷雨之夜，侍萍逼四凤起誓永不见周家人，周萍偏又与四凤私会被鲁大海撞见……侍萍让周萍和四凤远走高飞，窥如一切的蘩漪欲愤难捺，令人锁上大门，从楼上叫下周朴园，当众揭开一切……四凤和周萍相继自杀，暗恋四凤的周冲同时触电身亡……

 

 

 

蘩漪其实是我在戏里最同情的角色，年纪这么小就被迫经历没有爱情的婚姻，偏偏又乱伦似的爱上自己的继子，把他当作希望的源头，而却得不到任何回报，只是一直在绝望的边缘徘徊，直到最后的疯狂，，，，，，

 

 

我很希望把这个角色演好，可是我竟然要对乌XX表达自己有多么爱他，还要为他疯狂，太夸张了，都要为演戏牺牲美好形象了，，，，，

 

呵呵

我要背台词去啦

不写了

Cheer Up  dear Reba

listen!!!!!!!!!!Do you think the music is perfect???>??????Yeah it is sung by Josh Groban!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I finally found my favorite male singer---------------Josh Groban

 

He is handsome and his voice can make me die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!